Its hard to imagine we have known this little one for only two days! I can't say he feels like he's ours....I can't even say son at the moment...but it just feels right. Everything coming to this...yin and yang, fate, whatever you want to call it....
I have to say that I am not a picky person...I fight hard to look for all positive in everything...often to a point of argument! (LOL) But I am honest when I say that I couldnt have dreamt of a little one like him...not in a thousand years. He's everything I wanted, and I wasn't demanding and didnt have a checklist...
Most importantly...he has the zest for life that my Dad wrote about me and I read after his death. My parents fostered that zest and allowed me to keep it and now I can share it and preserve it with our little one! Again, I feel guilty now, with such a high spririted chap who has only seen love...
We love everything about him...I cant imagine wanting to change him...I love him for his fight to do things himself...his independence. I know that this will also be a challenge...but I don't see our little boy, I see this amazing individual who I want to spend time with, to challenge his little mind, however to protect him from his innocence and bravado.
Just like Mom, the most important thing I want for him is to be happy....to enjoy life...to have the security and fearless in life that he can do anything he wants, if he wants too....and to suck the marrow out of life! Another day has begun!
I have to say that I am not a picky person...I fight hard to look for all positive in everything...often to a point of argument! (LOL) But I am honest when I say that I couldnt have dreamt of a little one like him...not in a thousand years. He's everything I wanted, and I wasn't demanding and didnt have a checklist...
Most importantly...he has the zest for life that my Dad wrote about me and I read after his death. My parents fostered that zest and allowed me to keep it and now I can share it and preserve it with our little one! Again, I feel guilty now, with such a high spririted chap who has only seen love...
We love everything about him...I cant imagine wanting to change him...I love him for his fight to do things himself...his independence. I know that this will also be a challenge...but I don't see our little boy, I see this amazing individual who I want to spend time with, to challenge his little mind, however to protect him from his innocence and bravado.
Just like Mom, the most important thing I want for him is to be happy....to enjoy life...to have the security and fearless in life that he can do anything he wants, if he wants too....and to suck the marrow out of life! Another day has begun!
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